I believed in Blair ....
I was in the far east when he published his dossier for the general population. ( I was against its publication as I could remember how carefully Conservative and other Labour Prime Minister's had protected intelligence material. Its seemed a bit reckless, perhaps even with the safety of the country's own operatives, but since it went into the public domain I downloaded into my hotel room in South Korea. )
In almost every other aspect I had always been an opponent of Blair. I warned people in 1997 after may what Labour would do to politics, freedom of religion and the economy - at that time no one wanted to listen, but I have been shown right on every point.
But still a Prime Minister of the United Kingdom would not mislead parliament on the matter of going to war and the inevitable death of thousands - would he ?
Colin Powell believed British intelligence on Uranium exports and mobile WMD labs, so much that he destroyed his reputation in front of the UN with it.
After all it wasn't just Blair, or Labour, but the civil servants and intelligence services also.
You could be opposed to war in principle - and many were - but no one believed no WMD would be found ! ( Well except the Tunisian Engineers who had worked in Iraq I met a few weeks before the invasion who assured me there were no such things. )
I've just heard David Blunkett on radio 4 this morning suggesting that Blair was justified because he believed in the war, indeed he almost went as far as self-sanctification.
In many ways this is to be expected of Labour politicians who grew up as socialist flat earthers denying the changes Margret Thatcher had to bring about and saving the country from the sort of mystery Labour has just pushed us back into.
But it also shows this New Labour fault line that if you believe in your narrative really hard it becomes true.
Its doesn't and hundreds of thousands of people died.
Blair's conversion to Catholicism cynically after he left office, shows that he's not a straight forward or honest man. But he may be a troubled one. He looks haunted, and maybe that's why he was sneaking into Westminster Abbey when some of the bones of that young French girl were being paraded and the Catholic church had started handing out indulgences again.
The problem with Blair has not been faith - though he broke faith with the nation and the sacred duties of his office - but the lack of scepticism, doubt and humility. Perhaps if he'd been a real protestant he'd have been more aware of those failings and more humble.
I certainly should never have trusted Tony Blair, and nor should anyone else. I wasn't scpetical enough.